I've felt completely knackered the last couple of days. We did have a lovely walk round the Wyre Estuary Country Park yesterday with some local home educators and I know the kids enjoyed it too. I was shattered last night though and in bed for 9.30pm then I woke up at 1am as I was too hot and dh was sat in bed watching tv so had to open window to cool down. Eventually dropped off to sleep again before waking at 7.45am this morning. Its been a similar pattern the last few days too. Even now I'm yawning already.
Going to Preston shopping tomorrow which I'm looking forward to as dh said he will buy me a pressie!!
I am wondering if I am getting hot flushes from the Clomid or is it just that the weather has been milder in the last few days. I've been regularly waking up the last few nights boiling hot and have turned our heating down too as I was just too hot getting up in the mornings.
My boobs have been a little sore and I have felt a little queasy after lunch but I have to keep repeating to myself 'I will not get my hopes up!!' I think I will cope better this month though if AF shows up as I expect she will.
I was thinking last night how lucky we are to have Josh and Ellie. I couldn't imagine our lives without them!! They bring us so much joy. It still doesn't take away though the longing I feel for another child! I know that the kids are both hoping we have another baby too. I just hope it happens soon!! I'm so impatient but I feel positive that it will happen even if it takes a couple of years or more(please god please let it be just a few months!!)
I am still holding up to my resolve not to test before next Wednesday if no signs of AF. I might get a couple more tests in Preston tomorrow as First Response are buy one get one free in boots and superdrug so might use that as an excuse to buy another pack for the future.
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