Tuesday, 3 March 2009

Day 26 of Month 2 on Clomid

Today I have very sore (.Y.) which I don't usually get when I am awaiting af. I remember that's what gave me a big hint that I was pregnant with Ellie. I have also been absolutely shattered for about the last week now and have been in bed by 9pm each night and asleep within minutes. I've also been having very strange dreams lately. If I normally dream then I never remember them usually but at the moment I seem to be having very realistic ones.

DH said the other night my legs were shaking so much whilst I was asleep he thought I was having a dream. I asked why he didn't wake me up and he said he didn't incase it was a nice dream. It wasn't! I was having a nightmare about snakes!! So would have been more than happy to have been woken up.

I had a dream last night that we were going to New Zealand for a week (yeah like you'd fly half way across the world for a week's holiday!!) and I was nearly at the airport and I realised that I had left dh and the kids behind!! I was distraught and had to go back for them!!

I really hope that my body isn't playing tricks on me and that I am pregnant. I am holding off til tomorrow at the earliest before I do another test. Do you think that's long enough to wait? I did a first response on Sunday morning and that was a BFN!! If I can last I'll try and wait til Thursday but will see if I can last that long.

Tomorrow I am taking the kids to our local theatre to see two performances of the 'Horrible Histories'. In the morning we will be watching 'The Frightful First World War' and then in the evening (hopefully I can stay awake long enough!) to see 'The Woeful Second World War'. They are really looking forward to it.

DH asked me earlier what I would do if I found out I was pregnant now and I said I'd run around the house screaming with joy!! His answer was he'd be the happiest man in the world. He says he really can't wait for us to have another so please god if you're listening please make our dreams come true!!

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