Despite being determined not to get my hopes up about possibly being pregnant I couldn't help it and had let myself get all dreamy about it and even imagining how to tell dh so I set myself up for an almighty fall, and fall I did!!
On Friday morning, day 25, I went to town and ended up buying a twin pack of first response pregnancy tests. I had been determined not to test til day 29 at the earliest but the advert on the pack saying it could pick up to six days early made me fall for it.
I did the test in Marks & Spencers as I couldn't wait to get home. Unfortunately it was negative, so I was a little gutted but wondered if perhaps it had been too early to test so tried to hold onto that hope but was totally gutted when on Friday night AF arrived with avengence. I spent much of Friday night and Saturday either in tears or close to it. Sunday morning I had to ring the emergency doctors as it was the worst AF I've had in a long time and everytime I moved it was terrible. I got prescibed some tablets which after 24 hours finally kicked in so I could go with dh and the kids to visit my mother in law in Stoke on Tuesday.
I still feel a bit disappointed but am mostly worried that the Clomid isn't helping me ovulate and am worried it won't work. I have to go back to the doctor's after month 3 if I'm not pregnant by then and he will look to see if he needs to up the dose.
It's our 7th wedding anniversary on Saturday (Valentine's Day) so it is giving me something to look forward to. I'm now on Month 2, day 7 so will definitely not be getting my hopes up too much this month.
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Oh, Emma, I've so been there. Hope you pick yourself back up soon. Keep going, you'll get there, especially with the olympics going on!
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Fear not Emma. I was classed as clinically infertile and as you know how many I have now with no drug intervention you will know why I am optimistic for you.
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