The start of a positive OPK

CD 12

I think I said I wasn't gonna do the OPK's this month but I can't resist. I guess I am addicted to POAS. Anyway did one on Friday and Saturday and they were both totally negative as expected. I did one just after lunch today and have a very faint second line so guess this is the beginnings of a LH surge.

I woke dh up this morning to babydance this morning (he was very happy lol!) as I had gone to bed and fallen asleep before him last night, and will try and babydance everyday for the next few days at least and continue with the OPK's. I am trying to relax about it all still though which is being helped by instead of me worrying about having a baby which has been at the front of my thoughts especially since starting clomid, I am know worrying about our new business that dh has set up. Hopefully everything will be ok and when I phoned him a few minutes ago he had done a bit better so it should be fine. At least it takes my mind off ttc a little and stops me obsessing about things quite so much as I now have the business to obsess over.

I've also just had a blazing row with my 10 year old. He is normally brilliant and really helpful around the house too but this last couple of days it is as if he is becoming a stroppy teenager. Today it culminated and all I asked was that he didn't eat all his easter eggs in one go as he would be sick and he went off on a full blown tantrum like a 2 year old. It was really embarrasing especially cos we were at my mums when it happened. He called me every name under the sun and I am still shaking about it now. I phoned dh and he is not happy with him. I have confiscated all his chocolate until he can learn some respect. He even threw a hairbrush at me which caught me on the cheek which is killing now. It is so unlike him. I want my lovely boy back and hope this isn't a sign of things to come as he goes towards the teenage years.

I've left him at my parents for a bit to calm down as we were getting nowhere. Hopefully when he comes back he will have calmed down a lot!! I think I need to calm down a bit too and plan on getting myself a nice spritzer and sitting in the garden enjoying the sunshine and devouring a good book!!

Happy Easter to anyone who reads this!!